24 day countdown

Yep...I only have 24 days, and I know its coming so fast. So much to do...but on a good note, I've calmed the eating thing down.

It's crazy...I was looking at the pics from my daughters wedding, and I'm as big as any cow, and her sister! I'm like a head on a ball...I don't know, but I'm realizing just how miserable I really am. I was out trying to find something to where for the wedding weekend, and I was just so depressed because nothing looked good. But not for long, whhhhooooo hhhhhoooooo!

I'm a little nervous, I guess that's normal. I read other peoples blogs and postings, and I'm always wondering why they're so nervous, but now that I'm closer...I understand a little more.

So, now I'm just trying to get all my ducks in a row, I still don't know how long I'll be off of work. blah blah blah..,so overwhelmed, I don't really feel like writing.

Finally, I have a surgery date!

I can't believe it, it is finally becoming a reality. It seems like it has been so long, I was giving up on the hope of having it done. My surgery date is April 24, 2009. It's really funny because when they first told me it could take as long as 30 days for the approval to come in, I didn't think it would take that long. Silly me. I actually received the call last Tuesday, but I've been so wrapped up in my daughters wedding...today is the first time I've had a chance to think about it.

One thing I've been doing that I know I shouldn't be doing...I'm eating like a pig. Like every meal is my last. I need to get a grip on that, that is so not cool.